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Saturday, March 27, 2010, 12:57:00 AM
Saturday, March 27, 2010, 12:57:00 AM
A World Apart - Vedera
Well here we stand alone
Our goodbyes and our waiting
Getting our feet to move
Always the hardest part
Like friends we know
We've traveled off from one another
And we're trying to face the days a world apart
And change is what we have all been born into
That's what he said and all that I have to hold on to
But you have opened up the heart of me
Taken the shadows and replaced them with your face
And you have opened up a part of me
Saying please don't leave me here
When I'm a world apart from you
My independence is the part that drew you in
You said I like the way you know a thing or two
But I must confess the air I breathe and paths I tread
Are making me less aware of what I am to do
I've done all I can to build the strength I need
Climbed all the mountains wishing you were here to see
But you have opened up the heart of me
Taken the shadows and replaced them with your face
And you have opened up a part of me
Saying please don't leave me here
When I'm a world apart from
With a true and faithful heart
I found the one apart from all the others
I can stand alone because I know that
You have opened up the heart of me
Taken the shadows and replaced them with your face
And you have opened up a part of me
Saying please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Saying please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Saying please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Saying please don't leave me here
When I'm a world apart from you
Seriously.
I'm not here for you to criticize.
You just don't understand me.
I was just musing at how strange our situation was.
But I suppose you and I, we'll never be able to live on the same plane.
I have my ideals and opinions.
Who are you to question them when you're clearly not much better than I am?
Not that I'm saying I am.
But like I mentioned before, it's not like you're the perfect role model yourself.
Sorry, but I really don't see how it's going to work out.
Not just between us.
But anyway, that too.
Honestly, it just gets harder each time.
Almost there, and I wouldn't have to put up with this shit any longer.
Kiss and make up?
Probably not.
I'm not entirely sure if I care that this would aggravate things.
But whatever, I don't give a fuck.
Have fun living your life.
And I'm terribly sorry, karma.
I had to put these out.
Be nice to me, as I have been superb to you.
*smiles sweetly*
The tension hangs thick in the air.
I'm not lying..
It's so stifling, you could breathe it in.
I'm not oblivious to it.
I could always lash out, not considering the consequences.
But I'd rather not, else life'll get tough for the both of us.
It's alright though, ain't got much longer left.
Two more days till end.
Mixed feelings.
On one hand, big whoop.
On the other, dang.
Well at least I can find a proper job, with a proper pay now.
Those words you spoke were the last straw.
They didn't stab me through the heart - you didn't mean that much to me.
But they did graze my fragile skin.
They stung like a smarting slap across the face screaming wake the fuck up!
And that was when I hit the ground and realised that I've had enough.
Oh look at all the tears I wasted on you.
If you truly cared, you would've never made me cry.
Your heart would've shattered and I would've heard the pieces hit the ground.
Such a waste, innit?
And they don't hurt anymore.
The hurt left long ago.
But each day, I think about how you/this were/was a huge fucking mistake.
I don't wish it were a dream though.
Would've stabbed my brain a million times over if it even dreamt about this.
I know I ponder about it a lot.
It's just my brain working overtime.
Trying to see what I couldn't and understand what I didn't.
I don't miss anything.
Regret?
That's something else altogether.
I can't decide just yet.
I've learnt a lot.
Truly.
Just remember the mechanic that that aspiring rapper talked about.
I'm on my way to believing.
Now I yearn to be in the arms of another, more significant being.
To have someone look at me like that.
*Melts all over the floor.
It just gets better and better :)
Friday, March 5, 2010, 10:20:00 PM
Well here we stand alone
Our goodbyes and our waiting
Getting our feet to move
Always the hardest part
Like friends we know
We've traveled off from one another
And we're trying to face the days a world apart
And change is what we have all been born into
That's what he said and all that I have to hold on to
But you have opened up the heart of me
Taken the shadows and replaced them with your face
And you have opened up a part of me
Saying please don't leave me here
When I'm a world apart from you
My independence is the part that drew you in
You said I like the way you know a thing or two
But I must confess the air I breathe and paths I tread
Are making me less aware of what I am to do
I've done all I can to build the strength I need
Climbed all the mountains wishing you were here to see
But you have opened up the heart of me
Taken the shadows and replaced them with your face
And you have opened up a part of me
Saying please don't leave me here
When I'm a world apart from
With a true and faithful heart
I found the one apart from all the others
I can stand alone because I know that
You have opened up the heart of me
Taken the shadows and replaced them with your face
And you have opened up a part of me
Saying please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Saying please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Saying please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Please don't leave me here
And you
And you
Saying please don't leave me here
When I'm a world apart from you
* * *
Seriously.
I'm not here for you to criticize.
You just don't understand me.
* * *
I was just musing at how strange our situation was.
But I suppose you and I, we'll never be able to live on the same plane.
I have my ideals and opinions.
Who are you to question them when you're clearly not much better than I am?
Not that I'm saying I am.
But like I mentioned before, it's not like you're the perfect role model yourself.
Sorry, but I really don't see how it's going to work out.
Not just between us.
But anyway, that too.
Honestly, it just gets harder each time.
Almost there, and I wouldn't have to put up with this shit any longer.
Kiss and make up?
Probably not.
* * *
I'm not entirely sure if I care that this would aggravate things.
But whatever, I don't give a fuck.
Have fun living your life.
And I'm terribly sorry, karma.
I had to put these out.
Be nice to me, as I have been superb to you.
*smiles sweetly*
* * *
The tension hangs thick in the air.
I'm not lying..
It's so stifling, you could breathe it in.
I'm not oblivious to it.
I could always lash out, not considering the consequences.
But I'd rather not, else life'll get tough for the both of us.
It's alright though, ain't got much longer left.
* * *
Two more days till end.
Mixed feelings.
On one hand, big whoop.
On the other, dang.
Well at least I can find a proper job, with a proper pay now.
* * *
Those words you spoke were the last straw.
They didn't stab me through the heart - you didn't mean that much to me.
But they did graze my fragile skin.
They stung like a smarting slap across the face screaming wake the fuck up!
And that was when I hit the ground and realised that I've had enough.
* * *
Oh look at all the tears I wasted on you.
If you truly cared, you would've never made me cry.
Your heart would've shattered and I would've heard the pieces hit the ground.
Such a waste, innit?
* * *
And they don't hurt anymore.
The hurt left long ago.
But each day, I think about how you/this were/was a huge fucking mistake.
I don't wish it were a dream though.
Would've stabbed my brain a million times over if it even dreamt about this.
I know I ponder about it a lot.
It's just my brain working overtime.
Trying to see what I couldn't and understand what I didn't.
I don't miss anything.
Regret?
That's something else altogether.
I can't decide just yet.
* * *
I've learnt a lot.
Truly.
Just remember the mechanic that that aspiring rapper talked about.
I'm on my way to believing.
* * *
Now I yearn to be in the arms of another, more significant being.
To have someone look at me like that.
*Melts all over the floor.
* * *
It just gets better and better :)
Friday, March 5, 2010, 10:20:00 PM
Don't want to come across as a whiny bitch, but...
I didn't like the things you said about me.
When it comes to that, you aren't exactly the best example to learn from.
What with you rejecting this and that, who are you to assume that I'm worse than you are?
At least thus far, give me the credit I deserve.
I don't understand why you do certain things, but I definitely don't assume that I know why.
So don't act like a smart-ass, breaking down my life and telling me what's good for me, while I'm still on this journey of self discovery.
What can I say?
I'm a late bloomer.
The way I see it, you could make some drastic changes to your life and yourself before coming back to judge me.
If anyone should embrace anything new, you could start with yourself before coming down on me.
Long days ahead.
Long days ahead indeed.
Yes, so what if I'm an anomaly?
I'm dysfunctional but my best friends love me.
I don't see a point in trying hard to be something or someone I'm not.
Why make your life out to be one big lie?
Everyday life is already filled with routine.
Don't you think you should break out before you judge me again?
You aren't exactly that accepting of sorts.
In certain ways, I'm much more daring than you are.
How then, can you say that I wouldn't step out of my playpen?
I see the change in myself that makes others gawk.
And I like how I am now; the changes that I've made, to get me here in this moment now.
So honestly, until you are able to be on par with me, I don't think you have the right to criticize me.
Well, I'm glad that I've got Jac with me.
And not to mention that helluva good looking supervisor whom I'm under. ;]
He's one of a kind, I'd say.
Especially that expression he gave me when I asked in mock horror if he was going to kill us.
That priceless expression is burned into my mind.
And I know that you fought the urge to laugh.
I could tell. ;]
I'm not good with spoken words but, you sure look damn attractive with those glasses of yours.
Right here, I'd like to say a few more things.
But, I'd better not lest I shock the hell out of all things living.
Don't ask.
Just don't.
Those few words you spoke didn't exactly send me flying to could nine.
But it did make me float a few inches off the ground.
Because I shackled my feet to the ground to keep from getting too proud.
Because analyzing with my heart just turned out to be one disaster after another.
And I'm still unsure if you meant what you said.
Thanks to you, you left me jaded.
More so than before.
Not the overindulgent part, but the weary part.
Yeah, you popped my already fragile bubble.
She's right though, I shouldn't judge based on a single case.
But I don't think I believe in these things anymore.
Truth be told, I feel empty and desperate.
I need someone to prove me wrong.
To touch my heart for real.
Been waging wars between my heart and head.
And my head's been winning every battle ever since.
I let my heart thump faster sometimes.
But the voice of reason in my head's stronger.
In the past, looking at couples made me irritable.
Now, it just makes me sick to the stomach.
I need a man.
Anything less than that, and I'll pass.
Save myself from potential heartache.
Bestie's right though.
I am afraid to fall in love.
Funny how I never realised that I'd built walls around my heart until bestie mentioned it.
Well, you are actually pretty okay.
Except, if you could only:
- Stop telling others stories that are not yours to tell
- Learn where to draw the lines
- Stop trying so damn hard
(Well actually I do too, but hey, that's a different story, and yes, you try way too damned hard)
But no, that will (actually, still) not change my mind about you.
And whatever it is, sorry, physical attraction plays a part too.
And uh...
Hell no.
I see no point in labeling it as 'soup of the day' when it's the same soup everyday.
Might as well call it the 'soup of forever'.
This time, the feeling's not mutual.
I didn't like the things you said about me.
When it comes to that, you aren't exactly the best example to learn from.
What with you rejecting this and that, who are you to assume that I'm worse than you are?
At least thus far, give me the credit I deserve.
I don't understand why you do certain things, but I definitely don't assume that I know why.
So don't act like a smart-ass, breaking down my life and telling me what's good for me, while I'm still on this journey of self discovery.
What can I say?
I'm a late bloomer.
The way I see it, you could make some drastic changes to your life and yourself before coming back to judge me.
If anyone should embrace anything new, you could start with yourself before coming down on me.
Long days ahead.
Long days ahead indeed.
* * *
Yes, so what if I'm an anomaly?
I'm dysfunctional but my best friends love me.
I don't see a point in trying hard to be something or someone I'm not.
Why make your life out to be one big lie?
* * *
Everyday life is already filled with routine.
Don't you think you should break out before you judge me again?
You aren't exactly that accepting of sorts.
In certain ways, I'm much more daring than you are.
How then, can you say that I wouldn't step out of my playpen?
I see the change in myself that makes others gawk.
And I like how I am now; the changes that I've made, to get me here in this moment now.
So honestly, until you are able to be on par with me, I don't think you have the right to criticize me.
* * *
Well, I'm glad that I've got Jac with me.
And not to mention that helluva good looking supervisor whom I'm under. ;]
He's one of a kind, I'd say.
Especially that expression he gave me when I asked in mock horror if he was going to kill us.
That priceless expression is burned into my mind.
And I know that you fought the urge to laugh.
I could tell. ;]
I'm not good with spoken words but, you sure look damn attractive with those glasses of yours.
Right here, I'd like to say a few more things.
But, I'd better not lest I shock the hell out of all things living.
Don't ask.
Just don't.
* * *
Those few words you spoke didn't exactly send me flying to could nine.
But it did make me float a few inches off the ground.
Because I shackled my feet to the ground to keep from getting too proud.
Because analyzing with my heart just turned out to be one disaster after another.
And I'm still unsure if you meant what you said.
* * *
Thanks to you, you left me jaded.
More so than before.
Not the overindulgent part, but the weary part.
Yeah, you popped my already fragile bubble.
She's right though, I shouldn't judge based on a single case.
But I don't think I believe in these things anymore.
Truth be told, I feel empty and desperate.
I need someone to prove me wrong.
To touch my heart for real.
Been waging wars between my heart and head.
And my head's been winning every battle ever since.
I let my heart thump faster sometimes.
But the voice of reason in my head's stronger.
In the past, looking at couples made me irritable.
Now, it just makes me sick to the stomach.
I need a man.
Anything less than that, and I'll pass.
Save myself from potential heartache.
Bestie's right though.
I am afraid to fall in love.
Funny how I never realised that I'd built walls around my heart until bestie mentioned it.
* * *
Well, you are actually pretty okay.
Except, if you could only:
- Stop telling others stories that are not yours to tell
- Learn where to draw the lines
- Stop trying so damn hard
(Well actually I do too, but hey, that's a different story, and yes, you try way too damned hard)
But no, that will (actually, still) not change my mind about you.
And whatever it is, sorry, physical attraction plays a part too.
And uh...
Hell no.
* * *
I see no point in labeling it as 'soup of the day' when it's the same soup everyday.
Might as well call it the 'soup of forever'.
* * *
This time, the feeling's not mutual.