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Sunday, May 30, 2010, 4:49:00 PM
Funny how when I fell terribly sick, you were the one I thought of.

I wished, no, wanted you here, fussing over me.

After all this while, I can't believe I still remember.

The way you would talk about something animatedly and excitedly.

The way you would show me pieces that you created.

The way you would float around me.

The way you walked.

The way you chuckled.

The way your hair fell in your eyes.

And then, I also remembered the way your eyes flashed when you were mad.

The way you were invading my space.

The way you avoided speaking to me.

I nearly curled into a fetal position when someone who looked like you walked past me the other day.

The pain, was real.

I guess no matter how things go, I will never forget.

Never forget that trip we went out on together.

The things you shared with me.

That program you coded.

How you were there for me when no one else was.

I thank you, friend.

For your support.

For your understanding.

For everything and anything you did for me, selflessly.

And now, I miss you, more than ever.

But you're still in that cave of yours.

At this point in time, I could safely assume that you don't want anything to do with me any longer.

If anything, this would be the greatest regret I have in my existence.

* * *

But you know what?

I'm tired of trying.

I'm done here.

If you want me back in your life, let me know.

* * *

Maybe we're all bitches who harp on what never was and what could have been.