Current weakness(es): Kristen Stewart William Beckett Amber Run Hippo Campus Mansionair The Maine Jeon Soyeon Kaneki Ken Marius Von Hagen Fye D. Flourite
I can feel her breath as she's sleeping next to me Sharing pillows and cold feet She can feel my heart fell asleep to its beat Under blankets and warm sheets
If only I could be in that bed again If only it were me instead of him
Does he watch your favourite movies Does he hold you when you cry Does he let you tell him all your favourite parts When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music While you dance to purple rain Does he do all these things Like I used to
Fourteen months and seven days ago Oh I know you know how we felt about that night Just your skin against the window But we took it slow and we both know
It shoulda been me inside that car It should have been me instead of him in the dark
Does he watch your favourite movies Does he hold you when you cry Does he let you tell him all your favourite parts When you've seen it a million times
Does he sing to all your music While you dance to purple rain Does he do all these things Like I used to
I know love (Well I'm a sucker for that feeling) Happens all the time love (I always end up feeling cheated) You're on my mind love (Oh sorta let her when I need it) That happens all the time love yeah
Will he love you like I loved you Will he tell you everyday Will he make you feel like you're invincible With every word he'll say
Can you promise me if this was right Don't throw it all away
Can you do all these things Will you do all these things Like we used to
Oh like we used to
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To be honest, I don't think it's sweet, or cute.
Not even in the slighest.
Watching you act that way makes me want to throw up in your face, to hit you hard on the head with a blunt object so you'll feel the brunt of the blow, and leave your skull dented badly.
You can't blame me for being a bitch, I'm merely returning the favour.
In cat fight terms, 'you started it first' *pulls a face.
Simply put, I don't like you.
Not even minutely so.
Well, at least I can take comfort in the fact that we're way closer than you both are.
Let's see what else I can do to make you feel uncomfortable.
And while I'm at it, might I add, nee ner nee ner nee ner ;D
* * *
Watching you and her, just got me thinking.
If ever you were mine, it'd be one hell of a confusing ride.
* * *
I'm truly sorry I had to put you through all that.
I can only imagine how you felt.
I'd give anything to fix us.
Almost, depending on what it is.
But I've got to say I'm nervous and scared. I don't know how to approach this. I know I try too hard sometimes, but you will never know how much this means to me. I cannot begin to describe the pain in my heart all the time while you were gone. Guess that's the price I had to pay.
* * *
You remind me of him.
Too much.
So much it hurts sometimes.
Albeit only a little.
* * *
I don't know if I'm still on my way to healing, or if I'm already done.
How can you tell?
Maybe I'm somewhere in between.
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It was about need. About needing someone and wanting someone and wanting to be held, but knowing - deep down - that you were needling and wanting and being held by the wrong person. But still thinking that the substitute was good enough. Because the truth was too tough. - Goth Girl Rising, Barry Lyga